Thankful thought 1 & 2

First off i woulf like to thank everyone who has been such a crutch to me lately, my husband who is amazing and listens and tries to make everything that is wrong better! he is my life and i would be nothing without him! and all my friends and family that have been so supportive in my recent heartache and low times, it is amazing how true loved and blessed i feel with the smallest and kindest things that mean everything so thank you!!

i cant believe it is already november!!!! holy freaking crap!!! my boy turns 18 months this month and is now able to go into nursery and i think i am having a harder time then he is!! i get teary just thinking about it! i wish i could freeze time and just have him stay little! but he is amazing and this boy always brings a smile to my face!!!

So thankful number 1 of course is my family! i have the best husband and we have been so spoiled with our son! he is so so funny! we had josh's mom with us these past couple days and he just kept cracking all of us up!! we went to dinner one night and he was sitting next to grandma in the booth and interlocked his fingers and put his hands on teh table and sighed hahahaha liek hello i am ready for dinner! hahaha and he chats like crazy it is all he wants to do! he gives the best kisses too and he LOVES to snuggle! a boy after my own heart!!! and josh is my everything! i couldnt have asked for a better companion in this world! he is perfect for me! he knows when something is up and he knows how to spoil me! lol he is building me my craft room downstairs as we speak! spoiled much??? i think so!!!

Number 2 thankful is i am so thankful for my dad. he is an inspiration to me! he raise 3 kids on his own and i dont know how he is still sane! he has managed to become one of my best friendds and we talk all the time! the type of relationship i would have with a mom and he feels it perfectly! and he is AMAZING with my little jamison! he loves himt o death and has made more special trips out to see us now that he is here then ever!!! i love to see him with my baby cuz it is a sweet reminder of my childhood and i love it!


so those are my thankfuls! and i will continue through the month of november! thanks again to everyone who has thought of me and my family lately or said a small prayer for us they are truely felt and i am beginning to understand and be ok with what has happened and i am looking forward to what will be!