16 weeks!

today we are 16 weeks! wahoo! we find out what we are having in a few days and i am so nervous! with all the crap going on with our name for a girl it is so nerve wrecking to find out what we are having!

since we got pregnant i have thought it was a girl but now i want it to be a girl more then ever. but i am ok if it is a boy as well i will be a sad because we will loose our girl name and it is going to suck but as long as the baby is healthy i am going to be happy! i dont want to have another baby in the NICU i want this to go perfect!

This pregnancy is completely different then it was with Jamison. i have not gained a pound yet and i look like i did at 9 weeks with jamison. i am tiny people dont even know i am pregnant! lol where with jamison it was so obvious!

we have a few drs appts coming up and those are so exciting! i love to hear the baby is healthy and doing well and i love to hear that little hearbeat thumping away!

it is so exciting to find out what we are having so we can start getting everything ready for her or his arrival! i have so much to make and do but i cant until i know what we are having! i have so many ideas for nursery colors and themes as well as blankets and clothes and everything else!

and i cant wait to start calling my belly by his or her name.

i have been having dreams lately that we have a little girl! i have had a few where she is already born and just looking at us and she is beautiful! and then i had one that i gave birth to her and she came out looking like jamison lol but i am hoping those are premonitions. lol

just a few days!

in other news jamison has decided he needed to help out the walls of the office they were so plain so he found a marker and drew all over the walls but i could get too mad because he was so proud of his drawing he talked to me about them for a good 20 mins pointing and smiling! you just cant get mad! lol needless to say everything is out of reach now!


i will be blogging when we find out what the little one is!!!