32 weeks!!!

wahoo we are offically 8 months along!!! i still cant believe the year is half way over! i swear it just started! i also cant believe how fast this pregnancy is going! it is like a whirlwind! i blink and i have lost 3 weeks or so it is crazy!

we go see out doctor again on friday for a check up! cant wait to hear the baby's heartbeat again! he is so active it is unbelieveable i can get any sleep! but i love every little nudge and kick and roll it is the best feeling ever!

some women either hate being pregnant or love it and i for one LOVE it! i dont know how to explain it, it isnt the issue of getting big or fat to me it is facinating how my body can grow and house a little person for 9 months!! it is amazing how my organs move and my body knows what to do to keep it healthy and growing! i dont know it is just to coolest feeling ever that i get this baby all to myself for 9 months! i dont have to share him i dont have to let others hold him or worry about where he is or how i am going to get jamison and me and the baby somewhere, he is always with me! it is like i have a lttle buddy that i can talk to and i swear he listens and responds granted they are nudges and kicks for answers but it is like i am never alone and i love that!

it may sound selfish i guess but oh well =)

we finally finished the basement office/ craft room! so excited we started moving stuff in yesterday but i work at a snail speed lol getting up and down those stairs rapidly in a row can causee some good contractions let me tell you! lol
so we will finish moving the stuff downstairs today then it is painting the baby's nursery and then getting his stuff ready for him. i know i have 2 months left and it seems a little premature to be getting his stuff ready but, i seriously dont want another unprepared birth! lol i want my house clean and ready not still in boxes where i am in the hospital and my poor husband is banding people together to unpack my house and put together the nursery! i want it to be all ready and this time i want to do it! =) dont think i am ungrateful because i am more grateful for that then anything but i am just a worrier lol i keep telling josh what if he cmoes early like Jamison and evertything and i start to panic and josh is always the one to say relax you are going full term he is coming at 40 weeks lol. so it is nice to have someone level headed!

but i will have more to report on friday about the baby and myself! i still havent gained any more weight from last appt but that can always change i have gotten bigger from ast appt to that is great i know he is growing but still i am so much smaller then i was with jamison!

i will post pictures of our new office as soon as it is done i cant wait!