20 weeks!

Yesterday we had our big 20 week ultrasound! i was so nervous i am pretty sure i didnt say more then 3 words the whole time till we got there. i was so scared something was going to be wrong!

so they got us back into the ultrasound room, and it was such a relieve to see the baby and moving no less!!!

then he started to do the measurements and i kept asking is that normal and does that look right i am pretty sure my ultrasound tech Rick was so tired of my questions!

Everything went great! baby BOY is still a boy and he is perfect! his heart is wonderful beating at 150 bpm and he is a mover! he has jamisons same profile at 20 weeks like they are identical! i seriously cant believe it! they have the same nose and mouth!!!

his little feet and legs and arms were all perfect and so were all his organs! everything was where it is suppose ot be!!

the great news is our due date has changed to August 25th! so we are measuring further along which is great! i love to loose a couple more days that quickly!

Jamison is excited! he loves to kiss my belly whenever we ask where the baby is! we are working on him saying the baby's name and he is doing very well!

i am just so excited to see my boy! i want to hold him right now!!! i still every now and then wish he were a girl but i know this little boy is suppose to be in our family! after two miscarriages it puts everything in place and you realize that every little one that comes into your family is because they are meant to be there! so i am so excited about our little boy coming!!!

i have started making him blankets and i have been designing his room and everything! only 20 more weeks left! and these first 20 went by so fast so i hope they do the same!

I also keep telling the baby he canc ome early but not before 37 weeks! i am determined to make it full term! but 38 weeks would be perfect! it would allow me to go to my brothers wedding in august if he came at 38 weeks! so hopefully that works out! but honestly i want him to come when he is ready!!! that is all that is important!

so here are some great pictures to share! we got 60 pictures! and i love every single one!!!

here is his little profile!



my favorite picture is his feeties!!!



just like his brother he is not afraid to tell you what he is!!! lol



the goregous heart beat!!!



straight on picture of his little face!



we just cant wait to meet him!!!! =)

happenings so far

So we have had a busy life since the last post! we are so busy all the time it is hard to find time to sit down and blog.
First off Josh is playing baseball again this season and it is so nice to see him in his element! he just lights up and it is fun for jamison too because he is old enough now to enjoy it!
Josh had his first game today and they 10 runned them! it is awesome! Josh is a home run his second time up to bat and you could tell he was proud! lol

April is going to be seriously busy for us! next weekend i go up to rexburg to get michelle from school, i am so excited to see her it has been too long!
Then of course josh has softball games on wednesdays and then baseball games on saturdays, plus i have alot of this to do for my business.

Which since i am on the subject is starting to take off! in just a few nights i have double the followers and the orders keep coming it! it is AMAZING! and it is so fun watching it grow!

Jamison is getting so funny! he makes us laugh all the time and anytime he thinks he is funny he will laugh and then say, "i funny" it is too cute! he is also loving to say bye and blow kisses!

We are almost to the half way mark in this pregnancy! it has gone by way fast yet slow at the same time! we have our big ultrasound on monday where the check the baby out completely so i am so excited for that! and i finally am starting to show, i have only gain a single pound lol no complaining! and i am finally looking a bit pregnant! people are able to tell it is a belly not fat!! hahaha

At the end of the month i get to see my dad who i miss so much and josh is coming with us so it is going to be so fun to see everyone together and play for the weekend!!

so i will have a better post on monday all about the baby! but that is it for now! =)

It is a.......

Last night Josh and I went to find out what was wiggly in my belly! this was a huge deal for us because we havent have a ultrasound since 6 weeks so the last time we saw our little one they were the size of a peanut with no features! so i was so excited to see the little one!!!

Before we got there they told me to drink a bunch of water and juice so the baby will be active and so i would have a full bladder. i was like seriously? full bladder?!?!?!? pregnant oh my word i was in pain lol

when we got there i was so nervous i knew i would love it no matter what it was but i really wanted a girl to dress up and be my little mini me! and i thought for sure that because this pregnancy was so different that it would be so.

When they took us back i laid on the table and they put that warm goo on my belly, and then we got to see the baby and i couldnt stop smiling! it was so cute it looked like our little baby and it was wiggly and kicking and waving all over the place!

so she went to its bum to see if we could see anything, and the baby had its leg wide open for the show! and immediately you could tell he was just like his brother! a BOY for sure!!! there was no way to mistake it!!

She even made it so you could see the difference between the cord and his parts, so you knew it wasnt the cord.

i was bummed immediately when they told me a boy but then she just sat there on him and we watched him move for 5 minutes, we saw his legs kicking and he took his arm and waved at us litterally waved and we saw his little fingers and everything, and then you could see his belly rise and fall and he was breathing and then the cutest thing ever we watched him drinking he fully opened his mouth and swallowed like 7 times and that is when i fell in love with this little boy!

as we were leaving josh kept saying are you ok? i am so sorry and i told him yes i am fine i am ok, because this pregnancy stuck this baby is meant to be in our family. with two other miscarriages this baby stuck and is here and kicking and healthy and happy and that is all i want! i know he is going to be a handful because look at his brother! lol

but i am so happy Jamison has a little brother to ruff house with and to play and wrestle!
when Jamison was almost a year old we went to have easter in rexburg and Dallas his little cousin who is 4 months older, was trying to wrestle with him and it was the cutest thing i have ever seen and then and there i said i wanted Jamison to have a brother, also when we were first married and Josh and I were talking about kids i told him i wanted two boys then a girl. so really it is working out the way i want, and as badly as i wanted a girl i am so blessed to have this baby and i know he is meant to be in our family and i am beyond happy he is here!

not to mention we have a killer boys name and i am beyond happy to use it!!!

so here are some pictures!!! we got 3d ones! and they were so cute! and they were AMAZING!!!

so this first 3d picture is a profile of our little BOY! you can see his arm and face and body!

The second 3d picture is a little harder to see according to Josh, you can see one eye his nose and he has his hand up under his cheek.

then the rest are 2d and pretty easy to understand! lol enjoy!

16 weeks!

today we are 16 weeks! wahoo! we find out what we are having in a few days and i am so nervous! with all the crap going on with our name for a girl it is so nerve wrecking to find out what we are having!

since we got pregnant i have thought it was a girl but now i want it to be a girl more then ever. but i am ok if it is a boy as well i will be a sad because we will loose our girl name and it is going to suck but as long as the baby is healthy i am going to be happy! i dont want to have another baby in the NICU i want this to go perfect!

This pregnancy is completely different then it was with Jamison. i have not gained a pound yet and i look like i did at 9 weeks with jamison. i am tiny people dont even know i am pregnant! lol where with jamison it was so obvious!

we have a few drs appts coming up and those are so exciting! i love to hear the baby is healthy and doing well and i love to hear that little hearbeat thumping away!

it is so exciting to find out what we are having so we can start getting everything ready for her or his arrival! i have so much to make and do but i cant until i know what we are having! i have so many ideas for nursery colors and themes as well as blankets and clothes and everything else!

and i cant wait to start calling my belly by his or her name.

i have been having dreams lately that we have a little girl! i have had a few where she is already born and just looking at us and she is beautiful! and then i had one that i gave birth to her and she came out looking like jamison lol but i am hoping those are premonitions. lol

just a few days!

in other news jamison has decided he needed to help out the walls of the office they were so plain so he found a marker and drew all over the walls but i could get too mad because he was so proud of his drawing he talked to me about them for a good 20 mins pointing and smiling! you just cant get mad! lol needless to say everything is out of reach now!


i will be blogging when we find out what the little one is!!!

14 weeks

we have made it to 14 weeks!!!!

sometimes it is so hard to believe we have made it this far! but at the same time it is amazing to think that in 5 and a half months we will be holding a new baby!! i have been dreaming about this for a long time and it is a great to think we are almost to the point of finding out what we are having and then it is the best part of getting everything ready for the baby to come by getting the nursery ready and painting and clothes and hanging his or her name!!!

i am so excited! thus far the pregnancy has been not hard but different. i have had nauceousness at night and i still can not eat meat! there is just a lot of things i cant eat or smell without gagging. and that was never a problem with jamison! i ate everything in sight with him and with this baby i can only eat a few things and then i wear those options out and i have to try and find something new to be able to eat lol.

well at 14 weeks i still have not gained any weight. but i look like i have i have gotten wider then bigger with this baby. i still have a tiny bump but my love handles are a bit bigger lol

so here is my 14 week belly.




in a few weeks we find out what we are having!!! what do you think it is??

we have picked out names for both a girl and a boy! but we are hoping for a girl!!

13 weeks!

We have finally made it out of the first trimester! so beyond happy that the first trimester is over! i had my doctors appt thursday with Dr. Voss, and it went great! i have not gained any weight and i am so happy about that! my doctor is so amazing! he makes me feel so much better!! the heartbeat is 164 bpm and healthy we are so happy to hear that and to be able to listen to his heartbeat was so amazing it was the best 5 minutes of my life and jamison was loving it as well!

we have another drs appt at 16 weeks and then the big one at 19 weeks. i thank the lord everyday for how far we have gotten and that we get to have this baby in our lives!

there has been alot of stress i have been put under in the last few weeks and it has made me think of a lot of stuff i thought i never would have to worry about.
Because of the problems i have been having to face and try to get through i have been really worried about the baby and trying to make sure it is ok.

and yesterday hearing the heartbeat made me so happy! wahoo the baby is strong and growing!!!

12 weeks down! 28 to go!

we are offically done with the first trimester!!! we are so happy to be out of the woods a bit!! i mean there is always something that can go wrong but the miscarriage percentage goes down every week! and i love to see that!!

we have two doctors appts this week! one with Sue our nurse on Monday and then one with Dr. Voss on thursday! o i cant wait to hear that little heartbeat! we are a month away from finding out what we are having! i can not wait!!!

i want a little girl so bad and of course Josh wants a boy lol. he tells me all the time he is all man and doesnt shoot pink lol but we will see! i have a feeling it is a girl, but that might be cuz i want one so bad! lol

Jamison is understanding more and more about mommy having a baby in her belly. we ask him where the baby is and he loves to point and my belly and kiss it. there for a little while he would point and josh and say baby in his belly too hahah we laughed but we have taught him it is just mommy not daddy.

i am so excited for jamison to be a big brother he is such a big helper now that he is going to be AMAZING when it comes to helping with the baby!

so i have yet to put apicture of my belly so i decided since it is a joyus time that the first trimester is over that i will share. just keep in mind i am huge yet i have lost weight thus far and i am not back to my original weight. so i dont know where this little bump is from! lol



so that is a little update from us! we will let you all know how the drs appts go this week!