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Last night Josh and I went to find out what was wiggly in my belly! this was a huge deal for us because we havent have a ultrasound since 6 weeks so the last time we saw our little one they were the size of a peanut with no features! so i was so excited to see the little one!!!

Before we got there they told me to drink a bunch of water and juice so the baby will be active and so i would have a full bladder. i was like seriously? full bladder?!?!?!? pregnant oh my word i was in pain lol

when we got there i was so nervous i knew i would love it no matter what it was but i really wanted a girl to dress up and be my little mini me! and i thought for sure that because this pregnancy was so different that it would be so.

When they took us back i laid on the table and they put that warm goo on my belly, and then we got to see the baby and i couldnt stop smiling! it was so cute it looked like our little baby and it was wiggly and kicking and waving all over the place!

so she went to its bum to see if we could see anything, and the baby had its leg wide open for the show! and immediately you could tell he was just like his brother! a BOY for sure!!! there was no way to mistake it!!

She even made it so you could see the difference between the cord and his parts, so you knew it wasnt the cord.

i was bummed immediately when they told me a boy but then she just sat there on him and we watched him move for 5 minutes, we saw his legs kicking and he took his arm and waved at us litterally waved and we saw his little fingers and everything, and then you could see his belly rise and fall and he was breathing and then the cutest thing ever we watched him drinking he fully opened his mouth and swallowed like 7 times and that is when i fell in love with this little boy!

as we were leaving josh kept saying are you ok? i am so sorry and i told him yes i am fine i am ok, because this pregnancy stuck this baby is meant to be in our family. with two other miscarriages this baby stuck and is here and kicking and healthy and happy and that is all i want! i know he is going to be a handful because look at his brother! lol

but i am so happy Jamison has a little brother to ruff house with and to play and wrestle!
when Jamison was almost a year old we went to have easter in rexburg and Dallas his little cousin who is 4 months older, was trying to wrestle with him and it was the cutest thing i have ever seen and then and there i said i wanted Jamison to have a brother, also when we were first married and Josh and I were talking about kids i told him i wanted two boys then a girl. so really it is working out the way i want, and as badly as i wanted a girl i am so blessed to have this baby and i know he is meant to be in our family and i am beyond happy he is here!

not to mention we have a killer boys name and i am beyond happy to use it!!!

so here are some pictures!!! we got 3d ones! and they were so cute! and they were AMAZING!!!

so this first 3d picture is a profile of our little BOY! you can see his arm and face and body!

The second 3d picture is a little harder to see according to Josh, you can see one eye his nose and he has his hand up under his cheek.

then the rest are 2d and pretty easy to understand! lol enjoy!

16 weeks!

today we are 16 weeks! wahoo! we find out what we are having in a few days and i am so nervous! with all the crap going on with our name for a girl it is so nerve wrecking to find out what we are having!

since we got pregnant i have thought it was a girl but now i want it to be a girl more then ever. but i am ok if it is a boy as well i will be a sad because we will loose our girl name and it is going to suck but as long as the baby is healthy i am going to be happy! i dont want to have another baby in the NICU i want this to go perfect!

This pregnancy is completely different then it was with Jamison. i have not gained a pound yet and i look like i did at 9 weeks with jamison. i am tiny people dont even know i am pregnant! lol where with jamison it was so obvious!

we have a few drs appts coming up and those are so exciting! i love to hear the baby is healthy and doing well and i love to hear that little hearbeat thumping away!

it is so exciting to find out what we are having so we can start getting everything ready for her or his arrival! i have so much to make and do but i cant until i know what we are having! i have so many ideas for nursery colors and themes as well as blankets and clothes and everything else!

and i cant wait to start calling my belly by his or her name.

i have been having dreams lately that we have a little girl! i have had a few where she is already born and just looking at us and she is beautiful! and then i had one that i gave birth to her and she came out looking like jamison lol but i am hoping those are premonitions. lol

just a few days!

in other news jamison has decided he needed to help out the walls of the office they were so plain so he found a marker and drew all over the walls but i could get too mad because he was so proud of his drawing he talked to me about them for a good 20 mins pointing and smiling! you just cant get mad! lol needless to say everything is out of reach now!


i will be blogging when we find out what the little one is!!!

14 weeks

we have made it to 14 weeks!!!!

sometimes it is so hard to believe we have made it this far! but at the same time it is amazing to think that in 5 and a half months we will be holding a new baby!! i have been dreaming about this for a long time and it is a great to think we are almost to the point of finding out what we are having and then it is the best part of getting everything ready for the baby to come by getting the nursery ready and painting and clothes and hanging his or her name!!!

i am so excited! thus far the pregnancy has been not hard but different. i have had nauceousness at night and i still can not eat meat! there is just a lot of things i cant eat or smell without gagging. and that was never a problem with jamison! i ate everything in sight with him and with this baby i can only eat a few things and then i wear those options out and i have to try and find something new to be able to eat lol.

well at 14 weeks i still have not gained any weight. but i look like i have i have gotten wider then bigger with this baby. i still have a tiny bump but my love handles are a bit bigger lol

so here is my 14 week belly.




in a few weeks we find out what we are having!!! what do you think it is??

we have picked out names for both a girl and a boy! but we are hoping for a girl!!