Thankful #7 & 8

#7: we are so thankful for choices! the ability to choose and not have to do what others deem we should. we are given the choice of right and wrong and good and evil and this allows us to grow closer to our Lord and our families with each new choice we make!

#8: thankful for the evr watching adn guiding hand of the Lord in everything i do! i am so thankful to know that the Lord is always there, he is there to watch guide and comfort in times of need! he is there when we least expect it and he is there when he is most needed. i have a saying in my home that says " Christ is the center of our home, a guest at every meal and a silent listener to every conversation" i love this saying because it is so true and he has his hand in all things and it is a true blessing to know that we will never ever be alone!

thankful 5 and 6

number 5: i am so thankful for my mom's death, i know that sounds crazy and i am grateful because if she hadnt left us so early i wouldnt have to amazing relationship with my dad that i have now! her death allowed my father and i to get close and enjoy each other!! before my mom died i didnt really know my dad much and so now we are the best of friends.


number 6: i am so thankful for the gospel and it allows me peace with the fact that my mother passed away, and it allows me to know that we will be together forever and that she is in peace and with the lord. it also allows me to know that i can be with my family for ever and that my son jamison is mine forever and ever seal to me and my husband! i love this gospel and everything it does for me in my life!!! it allows me to be happy and at peace where others who dont have it are in turmoil!

Thankful thought #4

Today i am so thankful for my dad! we are so close and he is like a best friend! after my mom died he had to raise 3 kids on his own and i am so blessed that he did it so well! he has always been there for me through everything in my life whether small or large i know i can always count on my dad!

so today i am so so thankful for my dad and everything he has done for me and everything he does for my son and family now!!

Thankful Thought # 3

Today i am so thankful for a home, a roof over my head i can call mine, and all the amenties that come with that! like electricity, mickey mouse clubhouse (for jamisons sake!), running water, heat, and ac in the summer!

i am so blessed to be able to call something mine and i can do whatever i want to it! if we want to paint the walls we can and if we want to change the layout we can and everything we want we can! i am so blessed we arent rent and that our house payment is less then what it was renting!!!

i am so happy to have a husband that gives his time amd energy everyday to give me and jamison this home and amenties!

so that is my thankful today!

Thankful thought 1 & 2

First off i woulf like to thank everyone who has been such a crutch to me lately, my husband who is amazing and listens and tries to make everything that is wrong better! he is my life and i would be nothing without him! and all my friends and family that have been so supportive in my recent heartache and low times, it is amazing how true loved and blessed i feel with the smallest and kindest things that mean everything so thank you!!

i cant believe it is already november!!!! holy freaking crap!!! my boy turns 18 months this month and is now able to go into nursery and i think i am having a harder time then he is!! i get teary just thinking about it! i wish i could freeze time and just have him stay little! but he is amazing and this boy always brings a smile to my face!!!

So thankful number 1 of course is my family! i have the best husband and we have been so spoiled with our son! he is so so funny! we had josh's mom with us these past couple days and he just kept cracking all of us up!! we went to dinner one night and he was sitting next to grandma in the booth and interlocked his fingers and put his hands on teh table and sighed hahahaha liek hello i am ready for dinner! hahaha and he chats like crazy it is all he wants to do! he gives the best kisses too and he LOVES to snuggle! a boy after my own heart!!! and josh is my everything! i couldnt have asked for a better companion in this world! he is perfect for me! he knows when something is up and he knows how to spoil me! lol he is building me my craft room downstairs as we speak! spoiled much??? i think so!!!

Number 2 thankful is i am so thankful for my dad. he is an inspiration to me! he raise 3 kids on his own and i dont know how he is still sane! he has managed to become one of my best friendds and we talk all the time! the type of relationship i would have with a mom and he feels it perfectly! and he is AMAZING with my little jamison! he loves himt o death and has made more special trips out to see us now that he is here then ever!!! i love to see him with my baby cuz it is a sweet reminder of my childhood and i love it!


so those are my thankfuls! and i will continue through the month of november! thanks again to everyone who has thought of me and my family lately or said a small prayer for us they are truely felt and i am beginning to understand and be ok with what has happened and i am looking forward to what will be!