And then there are 3!

sorry been MIA yet again! things are so crazy busy around here! alot has happen since we last blogged. First off jamison had a awesome birthday and sometimes i seriously can not believe he is 3!!! After Jamison's birthday Josh's grandpa took a turn for the worst and passed away. it was so hard to see josh grieve the way he did, there is just nothing you can do to make it better. we headed up to the burg again for his funeral, it was a beautiful funeral full of great memories funny laughs and good family time! We came home and june flew by in a blink of an eye! July 4th came and we went back up the rexburg for the annual weenie roast out at grandma house! it is so fun to get the family all back together! so in the craziness of june i realized i didnt have a period, which since i have been breastfeeding Bauer they have been weird to begin with. i didnt think anything of it as we were preventing pregnancy. well at the end of june begining of july i thought i may as well pee on a stick just to be safe. i did and i went to bath the boys and forgot all about it. when i finished their bath i returned to the pee stick and there were two lines i was in SHOCK, the first thing that went through my mind was you have got to be kidding!!! i cried for 30 mins straight! i was so scared! i didnt want my kiddos this close they will be 19 months apart! then i told josh and he thought i was kidding the next mornign i took another test and it was positive before it finshed reading the pee across the test! so we went to the dr to find out exactly how far along i was. turns out we have a little gummy bear growing and due March 7th of next year. since finding out the shock has worn off and we are getting more excited! it isnt ideal but apparently this little one is meant to be here in our family. it took so long and so many times to get Bauer here he was a tough cookie! but this little one is so meant to be. we are getting more excited about the baby as the days go on. it is goign to be a little crazy around here was with a 4 yr old and 1 and a half year old and a newborn but i think we will be good, jamison is already a big help! and bauer will be a great big brother as well. we waited till i was clear of the first trimester before announcing to the world of our little surprise baby. but we announced it ina cute way i think! but that is all that is new at the moment Bauer turns one ont he 30th and i still cant believe my baby is one!!! i just had him! he is a hilarious little critter and funny as i will get out! he is the happiest baby! never mad or sad always giggling and a TALKER we will post birthday photos soon!!!