been way too long

It has been about 3 months plus since the last time we did a post sorry!

so it has been a whirlwind since Bauer entered our family! he is just as good of a baby as Jamison was! he has slept through at 4 weeks just like Jamison, he is the best eater too

September was fun we had family come and visit and it was so great to have josh's mom here to help with jamison and the transition to big brother and then my dad came to visit with carole and i love when my dad comes to stay i have a blast!!!!

October was super fun!!! we blessed Bauer and my dad traveled back again to not miss that special day! i had josh feed bauer right church to make sure he wasnt fussy during his blessing, but we forgot to burp him i guess in the hustle of it all and right before it was time to bless him he puked everywhere soaked his outfit and me!!! lol so as soon as he was blessed we did a quick outfit change. lol it was funny but sad at the same time! lol of course he did that in his blessing outfit!

Halloween i had so much fun making our family theme outfits! we were UP so Jamison was russle Bauer was Doug, I was Kevin and Josh was Mr. Frederickson! we had so much fun trunk or treating and walking main street this year Jamison understood was we were doing and loved to say trick or treat and get goodies!

Novem Flew by seriously we had thanksgiving up with Josh's family and it was funt o see everyone and the food of course was so good! i seriously cant blieve it is already december!
Christmas is just around the corner and i am not ready for it! lol i have many presents to get and things to do! on Wednesday Josh and i Celebrate our 4th anniversary i cant believe it has been 4 years already but at the same time it feels like we have been together much longer then that!

We celebrated early since it is mid week and December is super busy for Josh with Fed Ex! we went to olivegarden with the boys and had a good time our kids were so well behaved and then we went to temple square and walked around i love this time of the year!!!

Next up is Christmas we have my dad and carole coming here and i cant wait to see him again it has been only a month or two but it is too long! i wish we lived closer!!!

Now for some fun things about my boys!

Jamison
- is 2 and half now and wearing 4T clothes to 5T
-super tall!
- loves Elmo and trains
- talks up a storm
- loves his baby bauer and they can get going together it is so cute!
- now taking tumbling classes and LOVES them!!!

Bauer
- 3 and a half months old
-smiles like crazy and is such a happy baby
-sleeps so well!
- just hit 12 lbs lol he is our little guy
- eating rice cereal now and LOVES it! he gets so excited to eat it!
- loves his mommy he is my mommy's boy!
-laughs and giggles and coos all the time!


i will post more often lol but that is all i can think of right now!

HE IS HERE!!! FINALLY!

we are so happy to introduce our little bundle of joy!

Bauer Jay Thornock
born August 30th at 4:10pm
6lbs 15 oz
19 1/2 inches long

so it has been a long time since i posted last so here is a summary of what happened. lol at 37 weeks we started doing non stress tests on Bauer each week my blood pressure had started to rise so we wanted to make sure he was ok. Every week he was fine! i was SLOWLY progressing finally at 39 weeks my dr was able to strip my membranes and in doing so he found out that Bauer had his hand up along the side of his head therefore stopping him from engaging further into my pelvis and stopping pretty much any dialation that could have accurred.
he restripped my membranes later that week to see if that would have helped and it didnt do anything, and bauer still had his hand up by his head.
i was so sad and discouraged and we began to talk about possiblilities of things we could do when in labor to try and move it.
we hit 40 weeks and i cried! i never thought i would go OVER my due date and i thought for sure this kid would NEVER come out! lol
we had a drs appt on monday the 29th and my blood pressure had gone way way up, my dr checked for any progress and i was effacing but not dialating anymore but because his hand was still there and my blood pressure was high he decided to induce me!
we went to the hospital at 9 pm that night to soften my cervix, the meds they gave me puts 30% of women into labor and luckily enough i was int hat group i was having contractions every 3 mins apart. in the morning about 6:30 am i got my epidural so that i wouldnt have to do pit without it since the dr had a c sectiont o do at 7:30

once the pit and epidural were in we went pretty fast, i started pit at 8 in the morning and my dr broke my water then. when he broke the water Bauer finally moved his hand!!! thanks heavens so we didnt have to have a c section.
it took a while for the dialation to start since he was still high. once we hit a 4 we FLEW! i went for a 4 to ready to push in an hour and 15 minutes!

we pushed for 30 mins and he was here! when he came out it was amazing, he looked just like jamison! it was like deja vu! i guess he was going to HUGE but when they weighed him josh and i were shocked!!
i mean jamison was 6 lbs 9oz and was 4 weeks early and this little guy was 5 days OVER due and was only 6lbs 15 oz! lol

He was perfect! it was amazing to not have a baby that has to go to the NICU! Josh's mom and Jamison were int he hall when he was born and when they were checking him out jamison was able to come in and i cried when they met it was so amazing to see our boys together at last!

i couldnt have asked for a better birth experience this time around! he came out tryign to eat the air! he was so ready to breastfeed! and with jamison i wasnt able to so it is amazing to be able to do it with Bauer.

since we have been home things are great! Jamison loves his little brother! he calls him "B" lol it is super cute! he loves to hug hima nd give him kisses and Bauer is just as good of a baby as jamison. he was fussy the first couple days because he was hungry and i couldnt give him anything lol cuz my milk hadnt come in yet. but once it did he is a changed baby he sleeps so well and is super cute to snuggle with!

we are so happy that everything went to so well this time around! and we have a gorgeous little boy again to play with! we are super blessed! life will never be the same with our boys here! =) but i couldnt be happier about it!

FULL TERM!!!!

finally we have made it to being full term! i cant begin to tell you how excited i am that we are 37 weeks and full term! it takes some of the worries away but like i told josh i will worry about this baby till he is in my arms! lol

we went to the drs appt on monday and it went well! the baby is going perfect! measuring perfect and has a healthy heartbeat.

we have been having blood pressure problems again this time around at least they are later in the pregnancy! my blood pressure was ont he high end of normal at my drs appt so we now are going to my dr on mondays and then doing non stress tests on thursdays.

they want to do the non stress tests ont he baby because before there is a real jump in your blood pressure to where you need ot take action the baby is already under stress so any sign of stress they will induce me! so we will see how it goes! the nice thing is a get to have a ultrasound weekly and get to see this little one!!!

also my dr said he will induce me on the 18th so at the most we will be pregnant 2 more weeks! so excited to see him!!! i cant wait till he gets here!

also i lost a pound at this appt i dont know how i did that but i am not complaining!

in other news yesterday was josh's bday and we had chicken enchiladas and cake! it was so nice to spend the time together as a family and it really is the last celebrationwe wil have before we are a family of 4!

i will be posting more later after we have our non stress test tomorrow! wish us luck!

35 weeks!

This pregnnancy has FLOWN by! i swear we were just finding out we were pregnant a few days ago!!!

we are 35 weeks tomorrow so exciting! we went to the dr yesterday! everything is perfect! i swear i get so nervous everytime i go cuz i am just waiting for somethng to chnage towards the bad liek they did with Jamison.

My weight gain is excellent still low! wahoo!! and i am measuring exactly on! whcih is great as well! with jamison we were always a week or two ahead so maybe this will be a normal sized baby. i am not saying jamison was big because he is was tiny but at 36 weeks being 6lbs 8 oz he was considered big for that age! lol

i am much tinier this time around! alot of people dont believe me when i say how far along i am and that i am having my second! it is so nice i can still fit in jeans from before i was pregnant so i dont feel like an elephant this time around!

this past week we finally finished the nursery! i have been paniced about it fo r alittle bit which josh thinks is hilarious but i dont know why i was so worried but we finally finished it!

we painted the walls and i put up vinyl dino prints since we are doing dinosaurs in his nursery, we put up the crib brought in the dresser and the chair and finally got the clothes washed and put away as well as the diapers and the bedding put in their spots! now we are fully ready for whenever he comes!

i have to pack my bag next week to put in the car since our hospital is 45 minutes away from tooele, i want to have it already inthe car just in case we are in salt lake city when we go into labor i dont want to have to come all the way back to tooele and then back to the hospital! lol and surprisingly josh agrees with me! lol he would normally say i am getting ready too soon but i am just scared in case the same happens again that happened with jamison.

onto other news jamison decided to pick a fight with a serving tray we have and the tray won!
josh came home one evening and was playing with jamison chasing him around the house like normal and having a ball! i was in the kitchen making dinner and josh went to go into the bedroom to change, but jamison thought he was chasing him again, so he booked it into the living room the next thing i heard was jamison wailing and i asked josh what happend and he said he didnt know he was in the bedroom we both came running into the living room to find jamison with a huge gash and goose egg across his nose and a gash under his eye! poor kiddo!
he ran face first into the tray corner! there is a perfect line from gash to gash where it hit him!
sad day! but i guess every kid gets banged up every now and then! after about 30 mins of cuddling and a otter pop later he was back to his old self and even smiled for me to get a picture of the damage! lol

the end of july is JAMMED full of stuff i swear every other day we are off doing something somewhere! i dont think we planned this very well! lol
but we are excited for the up coming weeks and cant wait to meet our new little addition to the family who we have been waiting for since we lost our first miscarriage in march of last year! so we are just tickled to meet him!!!

and jamison of course cant stop talking about grandma coming to stay! he is so excited for his grandma to be here! they have a blast everytime staying up late and dancing together! he just LOVES his grandma and i cant wait for her to come either! i have been wanting a bunch of her food lol so wahoo for a couple more weeks till she is here! =)

32 weeks!!!

wahoo we are offically 8 months along!!! i still cant believe the year is half way over! i swear it just started! i also cant believe how fast this pregnancy is going! it is like a whirlwind! i blink and i have lost 3 weeks or so it is crazy!

we go see out doctor again on friday for a check up! cant wait to hear the baby's heartbeat again! he is so active it is unbelieveable i can get any sleep! but i love every little nudge and kick and roll it is the best feeling ever!

some women either hate being pregnant or love it and i for one LOVE it! i dont know how to explain it, it isnt the issue of getting big or fat to me it is facinating how my body can grow and house a little person for 9 months!! it is amazing how my organs move and my body knows what to do to keep it healthy and growing! i dont know it is just to coolest feeling ever that i get this baby all to myself for 9 months! i dont have to share him i dont have to let others hold him or worry about where he is or how i am going to get jamison and me and the baby somewhere, he is always with me! it is like i have a lttle buddy that i can talk to and i swear he listens and responds granted they are nudges and kicks for answers but it is like i am never alone and i love that!

it may sound selfish i guess but oh well =)

we finally finished the basement office/ craft room! so excited we started moving stuff in yesterday but i work at a snail speed lol getting up and down those stairs rapidly in a row can causee some good contractions let me tell you! lol
so we will finish moving the stuff downstairs today then it is painting the baby's nursery and then getting his stuff ready for him. i know i have 2 months left and it seems a little premature to be getting his stuff ready but, i seriously dont want another unprepared birth! lol i want my house clean and ready not still in boxes where i am in the hospital and my poor husband is banding people together to unpack my house and put together the nursery! i want it to be all ready and this time i want to do it! =) dont think i am ungrateful because i am more grateful for that then anything but i am just a worrier lol i keep telling josh what if he cmoes early like Jamison and evertything and i start to panic and josh is always the one to say relax you are going full term he is coming at 40 weeks lol. so it is nice to have someone level headed!

but i will have more to report on friday about the baby and myself! i still havent gained any more weight from last appt but that can always change i have gotten bigger from ast appt to that is great i know he is growing but still i am so much smaller then i was with jamison!

i will post pictures of our new office as soon as it is done i cant wait!

Dinosaur musuem and 29 weeks

We were so lucky to spend yesterday ngiht with josh's Dad, brother Jared and Melissa and his Sister Kelli!
we had a good time and all the kids loved seeing each other! we went to in and out of course the stuff our faces and then we went to the world's largest dinosaur museum! it was so fun the kids were running around everywhere and it was amazing to see how tiny people really are!
they had so many things the kids could touch and play with and i am pretty sure Josh, Jared, and Kelli had more fun playing in the sand then the kids did! lol

it was so good catching up with Kelli and Jared since we dont see them very often! and it was nice to get out of the house since i have been working on orders like a mad woman! lol

Jamison was running everywhere and the museum! he was chasing dallas and then he would run from anthony it was so cute to see how much eh loves his cousins and seeing him with his boy cousins kind of makes me excited for him to be a big brother and rough house with his little brother!

i am now about 29 weeks and this pregnancy is going by so fast!! i cant believe i am almost in the single digit weeks! we went to our doctor today and baby boy is doing so great! he is head down which didnt suprise me because jamison was the same way. he is not floating head down but fully engaged in my pelvis so i am sure he will stay this way till he makes his debut! my blood pressure this time around is so much better! the doctor has no worries and my weight gain is very small compared to jamison! lol i have only gained 9 lbs this pregnancy so that is awesome! i have one more 4 week appt and then we are down to every 2 weeks! i cant believe it is already amost time for that!

we have been finishing the basement room for my craft and office and it should be done this weekend or next! josh has done an amazing job with everything he works so hard at work and then comes home and hammers up drywall and muds!! he is my hero!
we are getting everything ready for this baby to come we are goign to have his room ready at least a month before hand just in case! Jamison was a month early and this time i want to be prepared! lol not having to worry about my husband packing my hospital bag and other people unpacking my nursery! i want it all ready just in case! and josh is being so supportive in helping me get it ready! i mean i cant believe it is already a week done in June! this baby will be here before i know it!

so that is about all that is going on. i am still slammed with my business and it is so much fun! and Jamison is growing like a weed! last time we measured him he was over 3 feet tall! so we will have a tall boy on our hands that is for sure!

28 weeks!

we are finally in the third trimester and i cant believe that our little one will be here from 9 to 12 weeks!!! crazy!
so 2 weeks ago we celbrated Jamison's 2nd birthday! it was so fun we went to chuck e cheese with Jared and Melissa and Sam and Cassie josh's boss and had a blast! the kids playedtheir hearts out and Harrison did the ticket blaster for jamison since jamison was too small!
Chuck e cheese came and sang to jamison and they danced and it was the best! it was so nice ot get out and enjoy time with friends and family at a place where the kids can run around and yell and it is ok!!!!

Next monday we have another drs appt! super excited! this little boy is growing alot we played the poke game last night i would poke him and he would poke back i fel his arm and elbow and butt hahaha so in love!

we love the name we have picked but i am still considering others, i like a few different ones, so we will see what we choose. =)

here are some birthday pictures and a belly shot of course!

25 weeks!

so we have hit the 25 week mark! wahoo! i am feeling wonderful!
We went to our drs appt and everything is right on schedule! for the first time ever i am not measuring big! with jamison i measured big the whole time!!!
so far i have gained 7 lbs and that is awesome! i hope to not gain much more!

ever since about 14 weeks i have felt wonderful! nothing to complain about! this little boy is so active it is awesome! he is so calm when i am out and about but as soon and i sit down and rest he is ACTIVE!

i am sorry i havent posted in a while with my online business it has gotten crazy! i have litterally went from nothing to HUGE over night! i have over 1800 fans on facebook and i am constantly havig orders to fill! it is great so great i quit my job at dominos!

Jamison turns 2 next friday and i cant believe my baby is already two!!!
he is so funny these days saying the funniest things and being the best kid ever!
we are so lucky to haver him i cant wait to post pictures from his party with his cousins in a couple weeks!

so here is a photo at 25 weeks so you dont see much baby but he is there lol =)

20 weeks!

Yesterday we had our big 20 week ultrasound! i was so nervous i am pretty sure i didnt say more then 3 words the whole time till we got there. i was so scared something was going to be wrong!

so they got us back into the ultrasound room, and it was such a relieve to see the baby and moving no less!!!

then he started to do the measurements and i kept asking is that normal and does that look right i am pretty sure my ultrasound tech Rick was so tired of my questions!

Everything went great! baby BOY is still a boy and he is perfect! his heart is wonderful beating at 150 bpm and he is a mover! he has jamisons same profile at 20 weeks like they are identical! i seriously cant believe it! they have the same nose and mouth!!!

his little feet and legs and arms were all perfect and so were all his organs! everything was where it is suppose ot be!!

the great news is our due date has changed to August 25th! so we are measuring further along which is great! i love to loose a couple more days that quickly!

Jamison is excited! he loves to kiss my belly whenever we ask where the baby is! we are working on him saying the baby's name and he is doing very well!

i am just so excited to see my boy! i want to hold him right now!!! i still every now and then wish he were a girl but i know this little boy is suppose to be in our family! after two miscarriages it puts everything in place and you realize that every little one that comes into your family is because they are meant to be there! so i am so excited about our little boy coming!!!

i have started making him blankets and i have been designing his room and everything! only 20 more weeks left! and these first 20 went by so fast so i hope they do the same!

I also keep telling the baby he canc ome early but not before 37 weeks! i am determined to make it full term! but 38 weeks would be perfect! it would allow me to go to my brothers wedding in august if he came at 38 weeks! so hopefully that works out! but honestly i want him to come when he is ready!!! that is all that is important!

so here are some great pictures to share! we got 60 pictures! and i love every single one!!!

here is his little profile!



my favorite picture is his feeties!!!



just like his brother he is not afraid to tell you what he is!!! lol



the goregous heart beat!!!



straight on picture of his little face!



we just cant wait to meet him!!!! =)

happenings so far

So we have had a busy life since the last post! we are so busy all the time it is hard to find time to sit down and blog.
First off Josh is playing baseball again this season and it is so nice to see him in his element! he just lights up and it is fun for jamison too because he is old enough now to enjoy it!
Josh had his first game today and they 10 runned them! it is awesome! Josh is a home run his second time up to bat and you could tell he was proud! lol

April is going to be seriously busy for us! next weekend i go up to rexburg to get michelle from school, i am so excited to see her it has been too long!
Then of course josh has softball games on wednesdays and then baseball games on saturdays, plus i have alot of this to do for my business.

Which since i am on the subject is starting to take off! in just a few nights i have double the followers and the orders keep coming it! it is AMAZING! and it is so fun watching it grow!

Jamison is getting so funny! he makes us laugh all the time and anytime he thinks he is funny he will laugh and then say, "i funny" it is too cute! he is also loving to say bye and blow kisses!

We are almost to the half way mark in this pregnancy! it has gone by way fast yet slow at the same time! we have our big ultrasound on monday where the check the baby out completely so i am so excited for that! and i finally am starting to show, i have only gain a single pound lol no complaining! and i am finally looking a bit pregnant! people are able to tell it is a belly not fat!! hahaha

At the end of the month i get to see my dad who i miss so much and josh is coming with us so it is going to be so fun to see everyone together and play for the weekend!!

so i will have a better post on monday all about the baby! but that is it for now! =)

It is a.......

Last night Josh and I went to find out what was wiggly in my belly! this was a huge deal for us because we havent have a ultrasound since 6 weeks so the last time we saw our little one they were the size of a peanut with no features! so i was so excited to see the little one!!!

Before we got there they told me to drink a bunch of water and juice so the baby will be active and so i would have a full bladder. i was like seriously? full bladder?!?!?!? pregnant oh my word i was in pain lol

when we got there i was so nervous i knew i would love it no matter what it was but i really wanted a girl to dress up and be my little mini me! and i thought for sure that because this pregnancy was so different that it would be so.

When they took us back i laid on the table and they put that warm goo on my belly, and then we got to see the baby and i couldnt stop smiling! it was so cute it looked like our little baby and it was wiggly and kicking and waving all over the place!

so she went to its bum to see if we could see anything, and the baby had its leg wide open for the show! and immediately you could tell he was just like his brother! a BOY for sure!!! there was no way to mistake it!!

She even made it so you could see the difference between the cord and his parts, so you knew it wasnt the cord.

i was bummed immediately when they told me a boy but then she just sat there on him and we watched him move for 5 minutes, we saw his legs kicking and he took his arm and waved at us litterally waved and we saw his little fingers and everything, and then you could see his belly rise and fall and he was breathing and then the cutest thing ever we watched him drinking he fully opened his mouth and swallowed like 7 times and that is when i fell in love with this little boy!

as we were leaving josh kept saying are you ok? i am so sorry and i told him yes i am fine i am ok, because this pregnancy stuck this baby is meant to be in our family. with two other miscarriages this baby stuck and is here and kicking and healthy and happy and that is all i want! i know he is going to be a handful because look at his brother! lol

but i am so happy Jamison has a little brother to ruff house with and to play and wrestle!
when Jamison was almost a year old we went to have easter in rexburg and Dallas his little cousin who is 4 months older, was trying to wrestle with him and it was the cutest thing i have ever seen and then and there i said i wanted Jamison to have a brother, also when we were first married and Josh and I were talking about kids i told him i wanted two boys then a girl. so really it is working out the way i want, and as badly as i wanted a girl i am so blessed to have this baby and i know he is meant to be in our family and i am beyond happy he is here!

not to mention we have a killer boys name and i am beyond happy to use it!!!

so here are some pictures!!! we got 3d ones! and they were so cute! and they were AMAZING!!!

so this first 3d picture is a profile of our little BOY! you can see his arm and face and body!

The second 3d picture is a little harder to see according to Josh, you can see one eye his nose and he has his hand up under his cheek.

then the rest are 2d and pretty easy to understand! lol enjoy!

16 weeks!

today we are 16 weeks! wahoo! we find out what we are having in a few days and i am so nervous! with all the crap going on with our name for a girl it is so nerve wrecking to find out what we are having!

since we got pregnant i have thought it was a girl but now i want it to be a girl more then ever. but i am ok if it is a boy as well i will be a sad because we will loose our girl name and it is going to suck but as long as the baby is healthy i am going to be happy! i dont want to have another baby in the NICU i want this to go perfect!

This pregnancy is completely different then it was with Jamison. i have not gained a pound yet and i look like i did at 9 weeks with jamison. i am tiny people dont even know i am pregnant! lol where with jamison it was so obvious!

we have a few drs appts coming up and those are so exciting! i love to hear the baby is healthy and doing well and i love to hear that little hearbeat thumping away!

it is so exciting to find out what we are having so we can start getting everything ready for her or his arrival! i have so much to make and do but i cant until i know what we are having! i have so many ideas for nursery colors and themes as well as blankets and clothes and everything else!

and i cant wait to start calling my belly by his or her name.

i have been having dreams lately that we have a little girl! i have had a few where she is already born and just looking at us and she is beautiful! and then i had one that i gave birth to her and she came out looking like jamison lol but i am hoping those are premonitions. lol

just a few days!

in other news jamison has decided he needed to help out the walls of the office they were so plain so he found a marker and drew all over the walls but i could get too mad because he was so proud of his drawing he talked to me about them for a good 20 mins pointing and smiling! you just cant get mad! lol needless to say everything is out of reach now!


i will be blogging when we find out what the little one is!!!

14 weeks

we have made it to 14 weeks!!!!

sometimes it is so hard to believe we have made it this far! but at the same time it is amazing to think that in 5 and a half months we will be holding a new baby!! i have been dreaming about this for a long time and it is a great to think we are almost to the point of finding out what we are having and then it is the best part of getting everything ready for the baby to come by getting the nursery ready and painting and clothes and hanging his or her name!!!

i am so excited! thus far the pregnancy has been not hard but different. i have had nauceousness at night and i still can not eat meat! there is just a lot of things i cant eat or smell without gagging. and that was never a problem with jamison! i ate everything in sight with him and with this baby i can only eat a few things and then i wear those options out and i have to try and find something new to be able to eat lol.

well at 14 weeks i still have not gained any weight. but i look like i have i have gotten wider then bigger with this baby. i still have a tiny bump but my love handles are a bit bigger lol

so here is my 14 week belly.




in a few weeks we find out what we are having!!! what do you think it is??

we have picked out names for both a girl and a boy! but we are hoping for a girl!!

13 weeks!

We have finally made it out of the first trimester! so beyond happy that the first trimester is over! i had my doctors appt thursday with Dr. Voss, and it went great! i have not gained any weight and i am so happy about that! my doctor is so amazing! he makes me feel so much better!! the heartbeat is 164 bpm and healthy we are so happy to hear that and to be able to listen to his heartbeat was so amazing it was the best 5 minutes of my life and jamison was loving it as well!

we have another drs appt at 16 weeks and then the big one at 19 weeks. i thank the lord everyday for how far we have gotten and that we get to have this baby in our lives!

there has been alot of stress i have been put under in the last few weeks and it has made me think of a lot of stuff i thought i never would have to worry about.
Because of the problems i have been having to face and try to get through i have been really worried about the baby and trying to make sure it is ok.

and yesterday hearing the heartbeat made me so happy! wahoo the baby is strong and growing!!!

12 weeks down! 28 to go!

we are offically done with the first trimester!!! we are so happy to be out of the woods a bit!! i mean there is always something that can go wrong but the miscarriage percentage goes down every week! and i love to see that!!

we have two doctors appts this week! one with Sue our nurse on Monday and then one with Dr. Voss on thursday! o i cant wait to hear that little heartbeat! we are a month away from finding out what we are having! i can not wait!!!

i want a little girl so bad and of course Josh wants a boy lol. he tells me all the time he is all man and doesnt shoot pink lol but we will see! i have a feeling it is a girl, but that might be cuz i want one so bad! lol

Jamison is understanding more and more about mommy having a baby in her belly. we ask him where the baby is and he loves to point and my belly and kiss it. there for a little while he would point and josh and say baby in his belly too hahah we laughed but we have taught him it is just mommy not daddy.

i am so excited for jamison to be a big brother he is such a big helper now that he is going to be AMAZING when it comes to helping with the baby!

so i have yet to put apicture of my belly so i decided since it is a joyus time that the first trimester is over that i will share. just keep in mind i am huge yet i have lost weight thus far and i am not back to my original weight. so i dont know where this little bump is from! lol



so that is a little update from us! we will let you all know how the drs appts go this week!

10 weeks and 2 days!!

Today we were goign to see our doctor for the first time. Dr. Voss didnt deliever Jamison we lived in west jordan so i had a different doctor, so this was a new doctor. and we went to his office and we LOVE him! he is so personal and he talks to us like we are people he has a small office and so it isnt like we are waiting a long time. he has 5 employees and they all know us by name and so it is great!

so we got to hear the baby today again and the heartbeat is strong! which is the best news ever! he measured my uterus and it is right on schedule! so our Official due date is August 27th! we are so thrilled!! and he really cares about us! we are going to see him in 2 weeks at the 12 week mark to make sure everything is great and we make it through the first trimester then we will go to every 4 weeks! so we are so happy!!!

almost 10 weeks!!!

so we are in our 9th week approaching the start of the tenth week! and i totally understand now what everyone means when they say every pregnancy is different!!!
when i was pregnant with jamison it was a breeze the first trimester! it was so easy i wouldnt have even known i was pregnant had i not tested! i didnt have a lick of morning sickness and i wasnt tired at all i was perfect no food cravings and no adversions either!!!

But this pregnancy is 100% different! i knew i was pregnat before i even tested my gosh the symptoms were there. with jamison i didnt get a positive till 2 days after my missed period and with this pregnancy i got a positive 6 days after ovulation so8 days before my missed period! i know crazy but it happened!!!

With this pregnancy i am constantly sea sick feeling i have had a few days where i have felt great but mostly it is constant sea sick nothing helps and food worsens it. there are tons of food i simply CANNOT eat! lol like ground beef just saying it and typing it makes me gag a little, chicken is a hit and miss, mexican food, chinese food, and pizza they all make me sick! but i can eat bread and potatoes and steak if i dont cook it. lol but i havent gained any weight yet and have actually lost!

we have our next appt on the 31st of this month. i am still nervous i know i heard a heartbeat already and everything was perfect but i cant help but be nervous that everything isnt. after i pass the 10 week mark i will be fine! i lost the first one at 10 weeks so that is my deadline ahaha so to speak.

so this week the baby is almost the size of a grape but i feel like it is much bigger! for not gaining any weight i sure look like i have! lol i have that cute little pooch on my tummy that can easily be mistaken as fat lol but it reminds me that there is a baby growing!

so yeah i will have a better update on monday but we are so happy and blessed that we get to have the little one joining our family in august! cant wait!!!

Prayers Are Answered!!!!

After 2 seperate miscarriages one in May and one is August, and after 2 months of trying to figure out what is wrong with me we finally figured it out!!

aparrently it happens to many women! i have low progesterone which happened after the first miscarriage! it makes it so my body doesnt produce enough to sustane both me and the baby so my body aborts the baby. so now we know what is wrong!!!!

so a few months ago i started the regiment of progesterone cream for 2 weeks a cycle after ovulation since that is when your body needs the progesterone! plus if you re constantly n progesterone it will actually make it so you wont ovulate, that is what happens in pregnancy, so i have been doing progesterone for a little while now!

and Our Family Is GROWING BY TWO ADDORABLE LITTLE FEET!!!!!! we are finally pregnant!!!! it only took 2 miscarriages and 3 months later but we are excited for this! it has been a long time coming! i have definetely become closer to my heavenly father in this process by trusting him and knowing that he is all knowing and there were reasons for our losses! and i have become closer to my dear husband! in these losses he has been my rock when i am uncontrolable and he is there to pick me up with every other announced pregnancy! he has been there to tell me it is ok and that we have a very special little one waiting to join our family!

So my prayers have been answered! we had an early ultrasound to check ont he pregnancy and make sure it was progressing normal, and to much relieve it is! we got to see the little peanut and got to hear its beautiful heartbeat! let me tell you that sound is the best thing in the world when you are praying so hard for it!!

So our little one will be joining our family at the end of August! between the 27th to Sept 1st. the reason why we dont have an exact date is because the doctor we see says if our measurements are within a week of the projected due date they keep that due date even if it is off by a few days, so our projected due date is the 27th but we ovulated late by 4 days so really it would be the 31st but since it is within that week the due date of the 27th stays!

I am beyond relieved to know that there is a little one there and everything is going well! i am actually nauseous with this pregnancy which is something i am not use to!!! with Jamison i wasnt nauseous AT ALL!!! and this one last night knocked me down to laying ont he couch for hours because i was so sick, like i wanted to throw up but my body wouldnt! youknow when you feel like all i need to do is throw up and i will feel better? i felt that way and couldnt do anything about it!

so we are 7 weeks strong and so beyond excited! Jamison says baby all the time and points to my belly! we ask himt o give the baby kisses and he will kiss my tummy! i am so happy we are having them further apart then i originally wanted, just because he understands more and he is going to help me! not to mention i will only have one baby in diapers instead of two!! that in and of itself i s going to be a money saver!!! and plus i get to teach him about babies and he actually retains it! he is excited when he saw the baby on the screen he pointed and smiled he knows whats going on so i am so happy we get to have the baby later then earlier!

so there is our happy news cant wait and so happy!!! thanks for listening!!


this is its heartbeat at 131 bpm! healthy and strong!

this is our peanut at 7 weeks and 2 days!